Got up this morning in a crazy mood. I was still thinking about all the cramp the full moon brought to me. Well anyways. So I went out this morning with the intention of just using my phone to get better signal. I had to make a call real quick before I did my abs work. Well while was out there. I started walking and talking. Before I knew it I had already made it like two blocks. So as soon as the conversation was over and my phone was safely in my pocket. I took off! I just went and started to run. I don’t know what was taking over my legs but they were moving.
I started to think of all the things that we keep a hold on my brain. The more and more I thought about the shit in my life that was trying to keep me from advancing...the faster I ran,,the more I felt the need to succeeed and beat out all those who hate on progress of any kind, mine or anyones, I begin to run harder.
I ran and ran and ran. Before I knew it I had probably ran about 1 whole mile! I know you are thinking what the fu(k ! one mile. Yes, 1 mile. That 1 mile is MY 1 mile! It has been a long time since I felt the engery and the power to fun so hard and fast. Putting my whole heart and emotion in running is what it took. It was like being able to punch and kick those things that make you unhappy without lifting a finger. It’s the best kind of fight.
It’s the best in the sense, of it doesn’t matter if I win or lose, I still win! I got pushed and pushed back; T got fed up and didn’t give up. Now I don’t know how much of an ass aching imp going to have tomorrow but I know one thing….Today I feel like a champ! 1/20/2011
Tiyona,
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I totaly identify with your mile accomplishment. sometimes just getting past the garbage is what we have to do to get to the next level.
ReplyDeleteThats right. you know it was a real mind trick for me. i had be psych my mind that its only a walk so my body would resist. But i do feel good about it. and getting to the next level , a must!
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